Going through a moment of pissage. It's been a little up and been a little bit down. Nowhere near as the nightmare I went through last year. But at least I've always had the hope things will get better. And they did, on occasion. The hopes always kept me in check.

It's been quite an interesting year so far. But it's coming to an end. Like every other year. Sometimes I wonder, if things will ever change. Or if I'm running up against a wall that's simply just, unmovable. I feel like I can't make a reasonable enough impact on anything at all, or anybody, so I become like a wild animal. But it's made me a very strong and dedicated individual.

I haven't abandoned anything as I crawl away into the abysmal void of the human wasteful dissolution.

I've always been steadfast and kept my eye on the main goals. Although, at moments I've felt the lack of desire to do so. However, once it's your blood, it will always be a part of you. It seems that things just get more intense the more frustrated I become.

It's been quite a while since I've used my deviantart account so I've decided to give some updates on what may be going on in this little world of mine.

I'm in a Pantera cover band. They are called War Nerve. And these folks, really kick some motherfucking ass. I love the energy, and obviously so do the people that come see us. I could just bash someone's head in with a shovel for gratification. The response has been pretty awesome so far.

I'm still working on my Lake of Fire Project and Rise of Eradication stories. They are pretty well developed. I've made a little bit of money which I've been spending far too much. I'm looking to buy myself a tablet now. I'm also turning my garage into a green screen? I don't know why.

I rocked out with My Demyze, Unorthodox, Big Black Novel, Ectoplasm, Mexico Cabron, Drainage X and Jekyl. I met some people from Kentucky, Ireland, Tijuana, Seattle, Las Vegas and Sacramento. I went to Vegas and rocked out several times. I scared the bloody shit out of some people, and enjoyed doing so. I got respected, instead of rejected. I drank like no fucking tomorrow. Cause tomorrow for some fucking reason never comes. And I also ate some bad tacos last week which made me sick for a whole day. Still, not a whole lot fucking accomplished at all.

And for some fucking reason I still haven't found any logical sense of direction. I can't ever seem to be the one with a reason. And I don't like people wasting my time with nonsensical baloney. I don't even like to be said hello too, and I don't like to be distracted by anything random without having any purpose. I don't enjoy making friends or going out of my way to spend time with them. Unless we're on the same course and understand each other's passions. I don't see any value in women that don't agree with me, nor do I care about whatever bullshit majority think about me or what is the correct way to act, dress, speak or what is 'cool'. I tread down this path and paved the road for myself. Not for anyone else. If you're going to go up against me, you're going get run over.

So this is what's new so far. I'm hard pressing and releasing an EP. I've set a due date to have physical copies by November 24th. I'm featured on a few compilation discs and been played on several online radio stations. Such as Distant Thunder Radio. My confidence is straight through the roof like a blistering flame. And although I may not reach any of my goals, I just might burn through anything that gets in my way, like a fireball straight from hell, I'll keep on going till I burn out or die out.